When journeying through the maze of Lyme disease, it is as if you are journeying through
innumerable diseases all at once -MS, A.L.S., depression, anxiety, A.D.H.D.,
schizophrenia, chronic fatigue syndrome, arthritis, fibromyalgia, Parkinson’s
disease, Malaria, bipolar disorder and the list goes on and on. I can imagine
that having only one of those illnesses would give life to excessive negative
thoughts, to uncomfortable feelings during the moments when the rest of the
world falls asleep and you lie in darkness waiting, begging with all your might
to follow. After three years, I finally understand how to deal with this -not
how to get rid of it or prevent it from happening, but how to experience the
pain without adding more mind made suffering to the fire while simultaneously
managing to walk away from these moments of soul trembling darkness having
gained far more than I lost. For me, this is what I have found to be true. This
is what I now know to be my truth. This is my true relationship with pain, the
one I was always meant to have with it:
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Whenever you feel a negative emotion, embrace its presence
and enter it both fully and willingly. Anything you try to avoid or resist will
only come back stronger, so it makes little sense to do otherwise. Instead of
thinking about how bad the emotion is making you feel, and multiplying the
amount of painful thoughts rapidly spreading through your mind like the black
plague , redirect your dialogue with the experience by turning and asking the
emotion what it has to teach you. Talk with it, not about it. Explore it, do
not become it. Every emotion houses hidden secrets and deep truths, and is
nothing more than the vehicle offering you the opportunity to unveil the doors
of perception leading to those easily missed yet life changing messages they
contain.
This is true in regards to even the most painful of emotions
-especially the most painful ones. When a negative feeling arises, use it. Keep
it. Feel it. Become it. Inhale it. Feel it in your heart, lungs, and veins. Pay
close attention as it turns your vessels to ice sickles, rest in the coldness
without placing judgment towards it until it passes, and then release it as
with an exhale of desert breeze. Melt it and release it back into the duality
of the universe where it belongs, keeping only the message and strength it gave
you. If the pain still has more to teach you, trust it will come back to you.
Do not hold on to it, nor resist it. Let it visit when it must and welcome its
arrival, perceiving it as an opportunity for inner growth.
When negative thoughts threaten to obliterate you to ground
zero, engage with them. Talk to them, rather than about them which only feeds
your pain body and multiplies your suffering.
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